This is a very personal song to me. It’s mostly about my daughter.
Could you pretend you were in love?
I know it but it don’t add up
Just how long did you think that
I’d care?
I
I gave you every single chance
I granted you my only dance
But you were never more than
Arm flair.
You
Must have seen something in me
Jealous
I was living free
But not enough to ever
love me
Years
Of my life you wasted
Tears
My will to live collapsed
in fear
that no one else would ever
love me
CHORUS
Let me know that you’re out there
I’ll find you if you’re somewhere
Understand that I’m lonely
Living life in the gloaming
VERSE TWO
Seems
Life is not the way it
seems
You keep haunting me in
dreams
Even though it’s been a lifetime
Choose
The time has come for you to choose
Not what I would have you do
I’m just throwing you a life line
Please
I’m begging you to just believe
I will crawl upon my knees
You don’t know how much I need You
CHORUS
BRIDGE
You
Deceiving me at every step
What that amounted to was theft
Of everything that I had left
All I had to give
You
I regret every day
I forgot to use my brain
Today I simply would abstain
I would run from you
CHORUS TO FADE
Musings of the Mad 
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