I’m mistaken about who I am
That I am me at all.
This might seem a bit
Confusing to you.
But it’s true.
I’m not this sprawl
Of cells and synapses
Pain, fatigue.
I’m God just pretending.
That might help you through some things.
It’s led me to Understanding.

It’s hard to get a hold on this.
I know.
I am guilty too.
There’s a difference in just knowing this
And feeling that it’s true.
I can’t feel it at this time,
But the knowledge guides my actions.
One day I will, but there are hurdles to cross
To get to ultimate satisfaction.