I’m looking for any kind of spiritual inspiration I can get right now, y’all. I’m really going through an ordeal. I rather like this one. Of course the Buddha is inside the Guru.

Zen Buddhism has MUCH to teach all of us, folks. I wish I had a Guru I could learn from. I feel so lost right now without anyone to guide me. I’m just trying to listen to that voice inside me to guide me. I’ve got to figure out a way to let go and give more of my life over to God. I trust God to run my life much better than I trust myself. I’m finding this difficult and I think it has to do with this awfull antipsychotic I am on so if any of you has any experience with these awful meds, I’d love some advice. They are harder to get off of than any street drug. I really have my hands full. No regrets though. No blame. No judgement. This is the challenge that my soul has given to me to overcome and I have no choice but to respond.