I’m just going to start writing. I need this.

I’ve got to get better, Lord.

I’ve just got to get better.

How do you expect me to live, Lord?
Make me better!

I cannot enjoy life, even when asleep.

I don’t know what you want of me.
Give me relief!

I need you to show me, Lord,

What I must do.

I can’t keep on hurting!

I won’t make it through!