Fill your time doing things that you enjoy. And I enjoy writing. So I guess I’ll do more of it.

I’ve spent the past few days reckoning with the results of previous actions, attitudes and thoughts I once harbored. It’s hard not to regret things even though I must understand everything that happens is God’s perfect plan. There are no deviations. This is the path I was meant to take. 

So I must trust it, right? I have to. It’s a divine path. It’s ordained by the very same Source behind all creation. That’s me. That’s you. We are infinitely worthy of every blessing we can possibly imagine. That’s the reward of remembering you are God. But there’s a huge difference between knowledge and realization. I know I’m God but I can’t FEEL God in me because they’ve got me on this mind-altering antipsychotic that blocks me from that realization. Back when they put me on it I thought I was an Atheist.