Not to be worried I don’t eat much.

But the thing is, this demonic antipsychotic I am on REQUIRES me to eat when I take it at night. Yeah, AT NIGHT. When I shouldn’t be eating anything.
And when I should be eating I cannot.

I’m down nearly 100 lbs now.

Wow, I just realized that. From 265 to 176.

I lost a small child. I have all this excess skin now which is gross but I am NOT trying to impress anyone. I’m just trying to get healthy because God requires it of me.

I need so much to just breathe. I can’t even swim.

These currents rip at me again.