What is this here to teach me?
What am I not doing that I can to heal?
What am I doing now, I shouldn’t? Be real!
Just tell me, my Lord, I beseech thee!
I am ready to learn any lesson.
I’m willing to do what it takes.
My will is be’ng bent ‘til it breaks.
I’m breaking in two. I’m confessing.

I know I should not be complaining.
But you don’t have to live with this pain!
And I can’t determine for certain,
Whether it’s physical or just in my brain!