But I have a wonderfully rewarding audience here, so I shouldn’t complain because the CIA platform on the CIA Internet is not providing me dopamine hits. Really the only dopamine hit that works for me anymore is the realization that I’ve blessed the lives of others, and that’s hard to do when it’s abstract. Now, one day I will be shown all the people all my deeds in this weird realm we inhabit affected both positively and negatively. I used to do quite a lot of the latter, but I do as little as absolutely possible now. I have to be more conscious of the discussions I am engaging in sometimes though.