I’m having my Dark Night of Soul.
It’s a total loss of control.
It’s frightening, harrowing—whatever you like.
It’s like being a child learning to ride a bike.
Nothing’s familiar.
Everything’s new.
It’s hard to know precisely
What I should do.
But I know that I have to give
Everything to God.
To trust in Him totally
Though it feels odd
To depend on an abstract
Instead of myself.
But this is my challenge.
It will lead me to health.