God is going to protect me no matter what.
I just have to believe that, y’all.
I’m so terrified right now.
The level of pain I have been experiencing lately is really scary.
But the doctor called me in some antibiotics today.
I have to pray that these heal me and please, all of you pray for the same thing, please.
This just has to be the answer y’all. I yelled at the top of my lungs for God to take me from this Earth today and he didn’t do it. So clearly he has plans for me that I have yet to accomplish. All this really does make me feel better.
I cannot die yet, y’all. This pain is not going to kill me. It isn’t dangerous!
I was just at the ER today again, y’all. At Vanderbilit Hospital. The Doctor told me in triage there was likely nothing they could do to help me and they wouldn’t even give me pain medicine, y’all so I left. But they checked my vital signs. I wasn’t in danger. I can deal if I’m not in danger y’all. But this level of pain makes me feel like I’m really bad danger. It’s really bad when I wake up in the morning because I have no meds in me. So now I’m terrified of going to sleep. Please pray for me.