I wrote so much the past few days I sandbagged poems so that I wasn’t posting too much. I like to spread it out a little. Anyway I promise I will start writing more positive poems. I don’t know why I feel better but I started feeling a little better last night. I’m still in pain but my appetite is back which makes me feel a lot better. Not having any appetite for food was scaring me.

There can be no peace with resistance.

Peace is the absence of struggle.

And I resist so dang much.

I don’t see the rain, I see puddles.

How many of you are like me?

You worry, you fight and you strive?

I have to learn to let go.

It’s the only way I’ll stay alive.