I feel guilty about complaining
But I keep reading to validate my feelings
My feelings are a nightmare.
I’m rocking and I’m reeling.
I’ve been sent through a loop
It’s just so much at once.
I’m trying to be brave.
I’m certain that I must.
What I’m doing must be done
And now’s the only time.
It’s just so freaking difficult
To gut through all the grime.