I am a timeless entity with phenomenal powers—
Suffering because he thinks he’s human.
But nothing in this world has any permanence.
This body is lifeless without God guiding it.
It’s an avatar. It’s not who I really am.
And I have to carry myself like I know this with absolute certainty at all times.
That’s what I’m struggling with.
It’s the only reason I fear the future or feel guilt over the past.
God is perfect. Who we REALLY are is a perfect, sinless being.
Jesus Christ. That’s exactly what that story is trying to tell us.
Jesus is without sin because Jesus is your true self.
And being born-again is self-realization.
See I know that my higher self is perfect and immortal,
But I haven’t experienced it. I haven’t self-realized
And I won’t be able to for as long as I’m on antipsychotics.
But I at least have a road map to get where I want to go.