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I’m trying to be sincere, I just wantGod to hold me near.Save me from this Hell I’m inI’m drowning here again.Please, Lord, give me your strength.I’m cracking up at length.I don’t know how to go on living.I dedicate my life to giving.Please just whisper in my heart.I know you’re there, God,That’s a start.And tell me…
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And this is helpful: that the people who are no longer in my life either through their choice or mine, because I once thought myself better than them, now think that they are better than me. They are sure of it. But I don’t think either of those things anymore. Everyone is God. We’re all…
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Fill your time doing things that you enjoy. And I enjoy writing. So I guess I’ll do more of it. I’ve spent the past few days reckoning with the results of previous actions, attitudes and thoughts I once harbored. It’s hard not to regret things even though I must understand everything that happens is God’s…
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You’re never really alone at all.God is with you always.The rise is preceded by the fall.Rabbit in the hallway.Sometimes it hurts so much to be,But I grew a buttload, didn’t I?And you’re not regressing,Or stopping obsessingWith giving praise to the Big Guy.
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You’ve got to learn to stop worrying, dude.Worrying about the future doesn’t change it.You’ve got to learn to live in the present moment, Son!God is always going to arrange it! Bookmarking my own poem.
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I can. I have to. I must.I simply must endure.I have no choice!What can I do?There isn’t a detour!I have to ask my soul so sincer-Ly it makes me cry,“What do you want of me, my friend?Just tell me, my sweet guy?”
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I’m On a 3-Day Streak Which means I was feeling even worse than I do right now 4 days ago. I am proud of my streaks, y’all. I don’t attend sports games anymore as I am banned from most stadiums so my streaking these days is confined to this poetry blog. I must feel better…
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Have firm faith in GodIs such wonderful advice.It’s hard for me to do, my siblings!It’s hard to avoid fright.I seem to be in a near-constantState of fight-or-flight.I really have to train my brainSo I can win this fight.
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I long to get to Turiya.Samsara ain’t for me.I know that there are steps that IMust take for it to be.But at least I have a roadmap.Even someone holding my hand.She’s walking me through the steps I mustTake to understand. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turiya https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sa%E1%B9%83s%C4%81ra
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I quite like it. I used it in the below graphic. You can’t tell.



