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You can only understand this if you understand the depth of the history behind the concept of the Sun, Sol, as the Human SOUL. It is exactly why those words sound exactly alike. What, you believe in coincidences? Not me. God is inside all of you.And also in that rock.In that cloud that looks like…
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I might be grateful later,Right now I’m angry I exist.I don’t get why I have to suffer.What the heck is this? It’s been over 6 months nowAnd no end to the pain.And I am sick and tired ofComplaining yet again!
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I am doing alchemy.It’s harder than it has to be.I don’t know what to do with me.(The old one—He’s still there.) I wish that I could worry lessLike, not at all would be the best.Can’t measure myself ‘gainst the rest.That just wouldn’t be fair. I write because it dulls the pain.The pain I shouldn’t feel…
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It just occurred to me that no one can stop me from writing as many sonnets as I wish. Whene’er I feel myself begin to spiral, I must remind myself that I’m divine. And God is still in charge, and God is just. There’s fruit that’s yet to blossom on the vine. I have to…
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I was just thinking about this in my kitchen while listening to Amy Winehouse’s seminal Back in Black. She co-wrote every song she ever recorded. I miss her. I get it though. Her flame was meant to shine very brightly, yet briefly. I’m thankful for what she gave us. But I thanked God for her.…
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Yield to the flow of timeYield to the flow of time.Mine is yours andYours is mine.Yield to the flow of time.
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99% of what I post on here is stuff I have to be reminded of and I KNOW others can benefit from being reminded of or taught. You must find a way to be fulfilled in every moment.You can do this, Ben. I absolutely know it.Don’t even call it pain anymore.It’s not a disease!You’re perfectly…
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I’m God, y’all, having a vivid dream.None of this is real.Although it sure seemsThat the pain I experience every day isThe misery I can’t seem to escape is.But this is the playtime of God.How insane?This person I think I amWishes to abstain.Just give me a do-over.Make me a dove.Or end the pain for me, Lord.I…
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I wrote so much the past few days I sandbagged poems so that I wasn’t posting too much. I like to spread it out a little. Anyway I promise I will start writing more positive poems. I don’t know why I feel better but I started feeling a little better last night. I’m still in…
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I’m trying to be sincere, I just wantGod to hold me near.Save me from this Hell I’m inI’m drowning here again.Please, Lord, give me your strength.I’m cracking up at length.I don’t know how to go on living.I dedicate my life to giving.Please just whisper in my heart.I know you’re there, God,That’s a start.And tell me…
Musings of the Mad 