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I want to commit suicide 

I said I want to die.

I’m sick of this cruel life created

Where I cannot thrive.

It’s not myself I hate, I swear

I’m proud of who I am.

It’s all of you, your failure to

Give a good goddamn.

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  1. theLittleMermaid Avatar
    theLittleMermaid

    Skipping the obvious question.. do you want to talk? I know behind every bleeding soul there’s a whole community that failed it. Hopefully though, maybe farther and scattered, there’s another community that cares. That lend you a shoulder (cry) if not a hand.
    Reach out if you want to talk!

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    1. Benjamin Stone Avatar
      Benjamin Stone

      Yes, I need someone to talk to.

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      1. theLittleMermaid Avatar
        theLittleMermaid

        Hey. So you know I could make the fake promise of being the emo sponge. But you and I both know that’s never possible. Not for anyone.
        But I can tell you what helps!
        – journaling
        – writing dead emails/ letters: to noone. Or to people but you never post. Write your heart out.
        – simply write what bothers you. And pick it apart.
        I have a few blogs that could help. Let me know if they help!
        “You for you”
        “You..are worth it”
        Give them a read. Am not into this for the likes or views. If this helps. That’ll be the reward.
        Strength and Bliss be with you!

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      2. Benjamin Stone Avatar
        Benjamin Stone

        Nor am I. This is all great adivice and I appreciate the fact you care enough to provide it, but my depression and state of mind is tied directly to my material conditions and none of this advice changes my material conditions.

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      3. theLittleMermaid Avatar
        theLittleMermaid

        Hope you find a mentor to guide you out of this. Have faith in yourself and keep fighting!

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