Read this aloud, or in your head if you must, but with lots of emotion behind it, because that’s how it sounds to me in my head when I read it. Just in the voice of this absolutely insane person I happen to still think I am for some bizarre reason.

God just put on my heart
That I will be just fine.
That somehow I’ll get through it.
It’s Destiny. It’s mine.
No force on Earth can stop it,
I just have to keep going.
I have to find the courage
God knows what He is doing.
So I trust God!
I do!
It’s hard sometimes when you can’t sleep and can’t eat.
And no one can help you. There is no relief.
I’m not trying to complain, I’m just explaining myself.
This is why it is hard for me. There is nothing else.