I am 47 years old and at a stage in my life (that I imagine every soul eventually comes to) where I realize so thoroughly how everything that has happened in my life has led me to the exact point I am at typing this right now, that I am seeing coordination in actors who probably don’t have any idea what roles they are playing.

It’s like seeing behind a computer program and suddenly you are looking at the code. 

What am I supposed to do? Tell the computer it’s just a series of code?